I’ve been doing a lot of soul-searching lately about exactly what it is that drives me and motivates me to create. Recently, I discovered this sonnet and it so resonated within me.
Not in a silver casket cool with pearls
Or rich with red corundum or with blue,
Locked, and the key withheld, as other girls
Have given their loves, I give my love to you;
Not in a lovers’-knot, not in a ring
Worked in such fashion, and the legend plain—
Semper fidelis, where a secret spring
Kennels a drop of mischief for the brain:
Love in the open hand, no thing but that,
Ungemmed, unhidden, wishing not to hurt,
As one should bring you cowslips in a hat
Swung from the hand, or apples in her skirt,
I bring you, calling out as children do:
“Look what I have!—And these are all for you.”
~Edna St. Vincent Millay
To me, this states exactly what I want to give when I paint a painting. “Love in the open hand.” I want to give sweet and true loving kindness. I want to fill people with emotions and sweet remembrances…moods, feelings, longings. I am a painter of beauty, light, and love!
This week, I’ve been focusing on my list of New Years resolutions and (as my sweet daughter used to call them) New Years revelations. I realize that we are only a few days shy of February but really, isn’t everyday the start of a new year? I am focusing and focused and feeling so happy and free these days. It’s wonderful to create with love in your heart and mine is full to bursting!
This week’s time-lapse (posted here on Youtube) was a labor of love. My first video capture this week didn’t work out like I had planned and I needed to re-do (which also means re-paint). Isn’t it amazing though how things work out if you let them? I worked on this piece inspired by some photos taken last year in Massachusetts. I had painted similar scenes before but wanted a different feeling and mood. I began with a thumbnail sketch and relied on that instead of a photo reference, as I didn’t have one from this particular angle. (see sketch above).
In regards to photo references….when not able to paint en plein air, I don’t rely on a photo past developing general composition and value. I often turn my photos black and white to take away the distraction of color. The lure of color can be intoxicating, distracting, and tricky, and I often want to change the season, lighting, or color anyway. This painting was no different.
I hope you enjoy watching! These videos actually teach me a ton about my own work. Seeing my work “at a distance” and separated tunes my eye and helps me notice strengths and weaknesses. I encourage you, if you have the capability to record yourself, do it! (Even if for your eyes only).
As always, keep painting with love.
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